Here's some truth, guys..

I have been so up and down lately. Some days, I feel stronger than ever, ready and willing to choose how my day is gonna go and other days it feels like I can barely get out of bed in the morning. Maybe it's me sweeping a lot of feelings and emotions under the rug and just forcing myself to focus on the positives and blessings of my life. Don't get me wrong, there are many, many things to be thankful for but sometimes the reality of everything is just too much to ignore.

And the struggle I am facing, which I am sure a lot of "bloggers" face is..  I want to share with you but how much is too much? I want to be real with you. I don't want this blog to be a blanket over my problems. But, what can I say or should I say? And who knows, maybe if I do share it could help others going through the exact same things right now and let them know they aren't alone. I read a post recently that talked about the importance of being vulnerable and open. Once you are, you'll find a support system in people and places you had no idea were even there. But holy sh*t, it's terrifying.

Sorry for being extremely vague but I guess I just wanted to say this.. if you're going through hard times, if you're feeling down, unmotivated, or in the trenches of different areas of life.. just know, there are people out there who can relate, you are not alone. Heck, I am HERE if you ever need to talk.

It's okay to NOT be okay. Trust the process.

Xoxo, M